@ 2007-11-22 – 15:08:05
I exist with a mask in place
that hides away my truthful face
I want to show the me inside
for there's nothing I need to hide
that was going to be in the blog header but I can't figure out how to keep it in its format...for now I think I'll just have it as a sticky post
@ 2008-04-21 – 15:56:26
A feeling inside me
that I cannot shake
a small secret smile
I feel so awake
people assume
they know the full you
thinking you're weakened
with things you won't do
But I feel the strength
inside of me
And feeling much stronger
than I thought I could be
And I know in the end
that I will survive
and that thought alone
Helps to heal and revive
Then in the darkness
I can see a light
the strenght I have lifts me
I'm winning this fight
Onwards and upwards
I'm flying so high
out of the darkness
in to sundrenched sky
@ 2008-01-24 – 19:34:13
Don't make the mistake of thinking I'm stupid
Don't make the mistake and think I'm not strong
Don't think that because I can act like a sweet one
I can't see the times when I know I'm not wrong
Don't think that I'm so nice I'll never be evil
Don't think that I'm too nice to say what I think
Don't think that I'll never act like a scorned woman
I've learned things the hard way, I won't let me sink
Don't think I am blind and I can't see whats written
Don't think I'm naive and don't know what it means
Don't think I will take it I won't be walked over
I won't be a doormat I'm not here to clean
@ 2008-01-19 – 15:31:52
Beyond the dark
throughout the night
there shines for me
the brightest light
Its shines for me
Its light is strong
its there for me
when things go wrong
And inside me
its strong and true
the light that is
my love for you
Strong and true
steady and clear
those lights do show
no need for fear
@ 2008-01-19 – 15:28:53
People look but don't see what there is thats inside
They don't want to see the part that I hide
But I'm coming apart and I'm starting to grow
And soon I won't care that people don't know
One day they will see how it could have been
If only they'd taken the time and they'd seen
Different and bolder, stronger less shy
But all of it hidden and some don't care why
However for now I'll just smile inside
and know soon enough I'll not need to hide
@ 2008-01-05 – 21:09:47
I loved you completely
I gave all of me
But now its so clear
Its not meant to be
I gave you it all
what I had to give
but now i find out
its my turn to live
I don't miss you at all
not one little bit
I am living my life
and it all seems to fit
Its great to move on
its great to be free
and no I don't miss you
but hope you miss me
@ 2007-11-26 – 15:15:50
Staring out the window
It seems so grey today
Looking for an answer
About why you went away
I feel alone and empty
And oh so insecure
The cold it shrouds around me
My sadness is its lure
I want you here beside me
It always felt so right
Now I miss you dearly
Especially at night
@ 2007-11-24 – 10:53:23
My scars are all so very small
yet each one seeps and bleed
A hundred tiny little cuts
but they do the dreadful deed
Out of each little tiny cut
drips some small part of me
my life it slowly slips away
an essence meant to be
Too many cuts spill out the blood
too many to stem the flow
Too many to be bandaged up
too many for this I know
@ 2007-11-24 – 10:52:33
Too many tears have been wasted
Too many times I have cried
Too many nights spent alone now
No matter how hard i have tried
The world it keeps spinning and turning
Time doesn't stop, not for me,
My heart; it just keeps on breaking
I just hope against hope to be free
What have I done to deserve this,
What did I do that was wrong?
I just wanted to help and be friendly
I was there for you all, all along.
@ 2007-11-24 – 10:51:29
There are times when I hate you but never seriously
I get so angry and weepy and don't want to be me.
Other times I am fine and can get on with living
but wonder if it was worth all that giving.
I want to move on but am wondering how,
but I know that I can I can feel it right now.
There's hope in my heart and I may just forgive,
and get on with giving and learning to live.
Its not always there but I feel the hope grow,
I am learning to bear things and just go with the flow.
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